Competation....

Its a wed morning, classed canceled due to snow...I have a tough homework to do...i am am passing my time reading some random stuff on net.

During my high school, i wasn't that elite bright student...but always used to work hard and try to compete with the best.

Under graduation suddenly became easy for me, maybe i was confident and loved to study the topics.....

Doing a masters completely changed my way of studying....I suddenly was on step one, trying to learn as much as i can, as changing the field really hit me, and hit me really hard....In a way, i was competing with fellow students, trying to understand the topics from the beginning....First sem was the toughest, second sem was equally tough, trying to learn from the first sem failures, but had extra responsibilities like getting an internship etc. In a way, struggling for them made me more relaxed, more calm on how things should be dealt and how i should try and learn to be organized, though i was never one......

Looking back, I felt that maybe competing with the best made me put that extra effort , put me in a league with the bigger guyz and the only way to come out is to fight or win..........Fighting is something i had always been doing....but never know when i will win....